Tuesday, November 2, 2010

is it important for a title?

hey peeps
its me backing up again after the biggest hit that killed my heart but yet im kinnda happy and im smiling again.it has been ages that i forgotten about the real meaning bout "laughing" and being "happy".in a sudden this girl who used to be my stalker on my blog since last year become someone that i feel close to and she makes me laugh,laugh out loud till 5 in the morning.yes she's a nobody,and frankly i don't talks about my real life,but somehow she manage to pulled out the string and i've told her the 100% of every tiny miny crap that i was.after talking to her i feel glad.I hope the words that u said last nite gonna be true ok.and now !i don't know why now i just drop a tear.trust me i hate this as much as u hated to look at me being this FOOL!theres so many years, thousands of hours,millions of mints and trillions of sec that i've wasted for this "woman".but nw i had a new game plan.a design,a pattend for me that had been screwed up by u BITCH!.im throwing u away far far far far away!!! JUST remember don't.never or call it what u like to call!just don't come back and seek for me esp when he throw u away or smack u like before.i won't be there waiting for u anymore.i won't wipe away your sadness away and put a smile on your face just for u to be calm and see u walk away to him.i'm a fool!!! and now this is me saying this.get this very clear salazar! "NURUL AIN" never existed in your life.its a brand new life now.just you you you and you.walk alone like before, about the solo thing it just work out well rite salazar?so thx to shela appreciate your help.one night knowing u and the words u said. really stores millions of pain and sadness too.thx again.this will be the last drop of tear.never ever again for u .

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