straight up confession

to my dearest wife,nurshela.

baby,thank you so much coz u pulled back those things that u said.i know its been a hard time on us.im not me lately.its like im lost out to no where.baby theres so much stuff that i wanna say.but trust me,for a happy u i wont say it.but the main point is that im trying now so badly just to win everything back and make it like before.i had to admit that nowdays im a slave to my job,my own life.forgive me for my mistakes.
i neglected u now days.silly me.i almost lost u for it.i miss the time back than where theres nobody else but just u and me together holding hands,the hugs and kisses that we share .i miss u badly :'((.but i had to admit this,we're both changed a lot.and i hope we both could be back like before.and by the way baby,the way u talk is not been teached by me okey!u mmg dr dulu lagi mcm tuh.i know it lah :P but still,i love u syg.baby,i may had been a control FREAK but please try to understand this,"I CAN'T AFFORD TO LOSE YOU BECAUSE U ARE THE ONLY ONE THAT CAN MAKE THIS STUPID FOOL LIVE AGAIN!".and i really mean this baby.i hope u understand what i've been through lately,and i hope u will always by my side.im sorry again.and i love u till the very end of my breath shela. :) just don't stop being mine :) muaaaaaah
XOXOXOO