Hell

Hey god,ur up ther?listen.i start to trust u again and now im not,u give me heaven,then u send me to hell again,wht is not enough?y me?i was played fooled before and now ur doing it again,spare me pls god,just close this eyes of mine take away my life,i reather sleep for eternity then being stab on the heart,after quest to a quest uu put me in,issint it enough already.ain makes me feel like a patient stupid jackass,now shela makes me feel i dosen't meant to be alive,shela u mean so much pls,ur my cure to wht ain did to me now u became the venom worse than ain did before,kill me pls take it i dont want it since i know already wht would hapen after this.but yet thx thx for the pain,hate and anger.fullstop